In Words..

I had a few ppl asking the infamous "how’s life?" question to me this week. Most of the times, this simple question will be followed by a very simple answer; "Good!". But… i’m kinda sick of saying something just to avoid more questions; "What happened? or what’s wrong?" is the most likely to be the next one on the list.

So…here i am whining about the ‘not so good’ life that i’m having right now. On the ‘Good life’ scale i’m probably at 2/10 and it could only get worst.

Ok…From this point onwards, if u’re below 18 or a family member, i think u should really stop reading!

To begin with, i’ve gone monk for 58 days!! U need to be old enuf (i told u to leave u stupid fuck!) and smart enuf to understand or how severe the situation is! Right now… I don’t think i give a fuck any more (how ironic)..

On top of that, business is bad! Struggling to stay afloat. I’m totally out of capital and cash flow problem could be a real bitch! It’s even more depressing when every single customer has to ask the "how’s business?" question. Of course the standard answer is "OKlah…" (with a grin). Bills are driving me crazy!! Had outstanding bill of RM3600 for electricity alone!! That’s RM700-900/month on avg and RM1200 for July alone if i’m not mistaken. I mean what the FUCK??!! It’s not like i’m running a fucking factory over here. A bloody shop selling lights must have pay less than me! And it’s not that i haven’t been paying at all. Apparently, the ESTIMATED reading was VERY much lower and i’ve been getting the estimated reading for 3 months before somebody decide to skip sending bill and send me the total ACTUAL reading a month later and fuck me up left right upside down!! Maderfak!! I did request for a new meter, and I was allowed to make 2 payments via cheque (15 days gap). I don’t have much choice and it’s not like i can run on batteries and candles are too gothic. The first cheque was painfully ok, and the second one was dated 17 Nov. I’m expecting some payment from my golf coaching classes which would really help out with the second payment but..this is a whining. There’s some delay with the payment hence the bounced cheque. That’s just fucked up!

Few days later, the hand phone got barred and the internet connection too. That’s on the same fucking day!! BITCH!! I need both back, it’s kinda rude not to reply to customer’s sms and kedaimotor.com (my shop & website) would not sounds very good without me having access to the internet. While i’m at it, took care HALF of the astro bill too. I don’t want to end up talking to myself the whole week.

Just before the raya, my bike was finally ready after more than 4 months in the workshop. At one stage, from my visit to the workshop, they practically turned it to a fucking shelf!! The initial estimated repair cost was around RM2500..but ppl really need to learn estimating better - the final bill was RM5500!! Oh man…. i was totally screwed. The bike was kinda my last hope for happiness, before i sell my soul to the devil eventhough i doubt that worth much. So…there i was (on the 10th), cutting a deal with the workshop (had a good relationship with em). Submitted my bike registration card to them which is equivalent to taking a bike loan to purchase one. It was worth it! At least for a while.. One week of pure freedom before it started making funny noises… come to think of it, it wasn’t funny at all. Back to the workshop again last Monday and the misery continues..

There’s so much more i want to let out, but beeing a guy, i think i’ve totally exceeded my words limit for today; cursed and decent. As for now… the morale of the story is, as stated in my previous blog, men’s major problems are usually related only to two things; women or money.

Regards,
Keeping the faith (extremely hard).

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