New Year - Old Story
Saturday, January 28th, 2006Sunday, Jan 29, 1.04am
At the time of writing this, i’m not sure whether i’m absolutely furious or absolutely sad.. I’m feeling the anger boiling inside but i’ve yet to break anything. It’s a good thing that it’s already a Sunday though i seriously doubt that one day will be enough to bounce back from this.
The 29th seems to be a cursed date. Broke up on Sept 29th and today is an exact rewind, with the same character but a slightly different script. Regardless, it hurts as bad. How could i let myself be so weak and so FUCKING STUPID! Shame on me..
Loneliness is terible thing. Make your heart soft and your brain useless. All I did wrong was ‘hoping’. Hoping that she had changed. Hoping that there is a future for us somewhere. Hoping that i was wrong the first time, or the second time and even the third time.. Hoping that 2006 will be the year. It turn out that it’s just a different number after the zero compared to few weeks back..
